Dun dun dun

I'm so damn nervous about Euro next year. All I get at school is people telling me how impossibly hard it is and how I should do anything possible to not have to take it. Then at home everyone's like "Oh yes, you should absolutely take it, you're so good at that sort of thing." NO I'M NOT!!! I'm not good at working hard! I'm a fucking lazy ass! I can't do squat! But I feel like if I don't try then I'm letting myself down. If I don't try then I'm just proving to myself that I'm incapable of achieving anything of importance. So I'm gonna try. Yosh. But I mean, come on... my life will suck for 10 months, and then it will be over. I'm prepared for that (or preparing). And if I fail? So I end up going to Riverside like Stephen... big shit. I'm guaranteed entrance to a UC as a California resident with a G.E.D. So, in conclusion, I think I can do it (I hope to God I can do it). But, hey! If Shira can do it, I can fuckin' do it, right? Gimme a hey, gimme a ho, gimme a let's do this bitch.