Ugh!

I AM SO TIRED OF THIS CRAP! EVERY DAY I GET UP, I GO TO SCHOOL, I GO HOME, AND I GET DEPRESSED!! I'M TIRED OF MY LIFE! I'm depressed, upset, angry, tired, and I feel like I want to cry! WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? What am I supposed to do? I'm just so... I DON'T EVEN KNOW!! WHAT AM I? I want to scream, cry, and curl up in a ball and do nothing. But I can't. I have to sit here and watch tv, not allowing myself to do so. I'm just, unhappy. I just want to take some time and sit down and cry. Just cry like my mother died. I want a cold, soundproof room with no light and big, soft, fluffy, warm blankets where I can just curl up and cry until I'm happy again. That sounds so wonderful right now. Maybe I'll just take a nap... *sigh*