Me, lonely? Pshh... Nah...

Lie. Lie. Lie. So lonely. I'm back to the lovely state when I just want, you know, someone. Like there's something missing. Sometimes I get all stupid and girlish and I just want someone for the sake of having a 'boyfriend' (not often, that state is vaugely sickening) but this is so different. I want someone because... I don't know. Gabrielle (and I know you'll end up reading this) is the best best friend I could ask for, but there's a big difference between a best firnd and... that other thing, lol. But yes, I would rather have you, Brie, than... that other thing (I can't bring myself to say it). I just wish I could have both. Almost worse than the fact that I don't have anyone is that there's no one to have! All the guys at our school suck. At least in that sense... Well, I'm gonna go write myself some dark poetry, lol. Mr Beutel never gave me my ticket to emoland *sadness*. Bye *dejected puppy smile*