Stupid Dad...

I just want my dad to leave. Seriously. I want him to move out. I used to think of Brie's arrangement like "Poor Brie, she must be so upset that her dad moved out, I love having mine around!", now I'm JEALOUS! Her dad is nice, he takes her to football games, reads books she likes, isn't OBSESSED with her and her sisters doing well in school. I am so goddamn fucking jealous. Not that I hate my dad or anything, I just wish I could have her arrangement, see him every other weekend, something like that. Right now every time I see him it irritates me, just seeing him. If we're watching a movie I just pray that he doesn't join us. When we go places, same deal. I'm terrified that he's going to ruin our trip to Germany. I LOVE Germany, and I only get to go every other year! Now he's going to be like "Oh, let's go talk to the locals, let's do this and that... But wait! You guys made plans? I FUCKING HATE PLANS! Fine! Let's do what you want, I'll just get no input whatsoever and sit over here in this corner and DIE!" NOT THAT HE GIVES ANY INPUT VOLUNTARILY! We have to beat it out of him! He's always condescending or patronizing in some way, it's indefatigable! He perpetually complains about how we're watching too much tv, playing too much computer, WHAT THE FUCK ELSE ARE WE SUPPOSED TO DO? Stephen isn't studying enough? WHAT THE HELL IS HE SUPPOSED TO BE STUDYING? And he doesn't even try to set limits, it's not like "I want you guys to limit your tv to 2 and a half hours per day" it's "I'M GONNA TAKE AWAY THE DAMN TV, THEN WHAT'LL YOU DO?". He's just a bastard. A bastard that I wish would move out. Unfortunately my mom's income alone wouldn't be enough to sustain us in this house, so... that's not going to happen. Damn. Sorry Brie, I know this post is a hypocritical mess... but still.